So let me tell you a little secret and let you in to a little of what is going on in our lives...
I have been gaining weight. I haven't had my "cycle" for a while and my moods have been OFF THE WALL!! A little worried, I finally gave into the possibility and took a pregnancy test. It was negative, but I am not sad don't worry. We aren't even trying to have another one right now so it would've been another "unexpected" pregnancy. Don't get me wrong, I want more kids, but I don't feel ready at all to have another one quite yet. Adalie is SO much fun and I love just hanging out with her. I have guilt trips when I think about having another baby right now. Plus, Brett is doing so much with school, we thought it would be nice to maybe wait until he graduates in December that way he will actually be here with us for a while before dental school that following fall. I don't want this at all to sound ungrateful for being able to have children or cause you to think that I do not like children. Total opposite. I love being a mom and I love playing with my kid. My husband and my children are already everything to me. The timing is off right now. Adalie herself was such a shock to us, it might be nice to be ready and plan one out this time. lol Anywho, sorry if that was too personal, but a lot of people have been asking me about adding to our family lately and so I thought I would just lay it on out there for others that might be wondering. Bad news though, nothing to blaim the weight gain on except for how lazy I have been and the junk food I have been eating. haha.
Well, tonight is going to be a long one. Brett is going to be up studying and then he has to watch Hamlet for one of his test that he has tomorrow. I so graciously volunteered to stay up with him to keep him company =). Friday is our final moving day so tomorrow I get to CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN! And I am washing dirty clothes all day.....woo hoo!!
5 comments:
Do you ever get tired of people asking you that and then feeling like you have to give them excuses when you really just want to say "Mind your own business!"? Well, you prob have more patience than I, so you prob don't mind all the questions on having another baby. Im so excited for you guys to move. I know it sounds weird, but I love moving and de-junking! Good luck with the final move!
people are going to have an opinion either way and I'm with ashley that I want to say "mind your own business" b/c I get lovely comments all the time about having three kids in three years! to each his own. and good luck with the move :)
Thats kind of funny:) I don't get to0 many of those comments-mostly people just assume I am already pregnant! (Which I am not)You have a good attitude about it Lydia-but you generally seem to have a good attitude period :)
You guys are so nice and I am with you guys too all the time I want to say that! And Laurie I am so glad you know me, you are WAY to understanding of me, I forget that!! haha Love you guys so much! Thanks for listening to me vent on and on and on.... =)
Good post Lydia. I agree to what has been said. It drives me absolutely BATTY when people make comments about our family planning. You do have a good attitude about it. Good luck with your move!
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