It's Late..

Another Friday night and I am still awake.
I am sure I have written before about how my usual Friday night goes. I go to work at 5 and don't get home until 11:30....11 on some lucky nights. I seem to hit a little boost of energy that helps me get through my last hour at work but the unfortunate part of it all is that I bring it home with me. Brett is exhausted from waking up early and going to work and then coming home to baby all night, so I usually can't get him for more than half an hour after I get home. lol
I also work Saturday mornings so I have to be at work by 9am. Friday nights have turned out to be the worst. I don't know what happens to my mind but I can never get to sleep for quite a few hours and then I feel like I am waking up as soon as I close my eyes. It is like My mind knows what a long day tomorrow is going to be so it doesn't want me to go to sleep because I will just have to wake up and face the day. It thinks that maybe if I don't go to bed, I won't have to have a tomorrow! haha!
So my Friday late nights have usually consisted of a horrible midnight snack, catching up with TiVo, blogging, and facebook. lol.
On another note, I feel like I have been such a negative person lately!! I complain about everything and seem to find fault with everyone no matter what! I am such a downer!! Why though? I have been so blessed in my life. A wonderful husband. A beautiful daughter. A good job. An education. Wonderful parents. I just get so frustrated with such small things, mostly the people I work with. Poor Brett gets the brunt of it sometimes too, but is still too good to me. I am going to try and not say anything negative about anything or anyone all weekend.... As sad as it sounds this might be a harder thing than I think. I need to work on keeping things to myself.....especially my gossiping. Maybe if I don't say it, eventually my thoughts will change with it too and I won't even think it!! Wish me luck!! I can do this right????

Getting Ready

Yay! I get to go to Texas next week and I am so excited!! It has been along time coming.... I feel like I haven't seen anyone in so long and I am so excited to see family and friends!! Yay!

This Again

I love looking at old pictures...it still amazes me how small she was...this blessing dress was for preemies!! lol It was falling of everywhere and I thought she was going to slip right out of Brett's arms during the blessing because of all that silk!! haha

Poor Adalie. She has been crying/screaming herself to sleep for the past three nights. I hate that she is almost two and I am having to break this habit yet again with her. Every time she gets sick we have to start the process all over again. She had a very high fever all weekend and a really bad cough again. I hate hearing her cry though. I always feel like she will remember these moments and hate me later. Good news is though, she isn't sick anymore. Her fever got really scary there for a little bit at almost 103. It was the weirdest thing though. She acted like her normal little off the wall self the whole time...well after she threw up all over me and the carpet that first day.

It has been beautiful here lately and I am loving this weather!!! We have been to the park the last few days since Adalie has been feeling better and it is so wonderful! She loves the outside so much, but then again I have never really met a child that doesn't. I am so excited for this summer and lots of summer activities! It is nice to have Brett here and done with school for a bit. I need to start planning some fun summer activities for us!! I need some ideas!!

Twilight

So I finally saw the movie and well it was...interesting. Edward's make-up bugged me the whole time and it hard sort of a "Disney channel movie" feel to it. lol I did watch it with Brett, which didn't help at all because he was laughing at it the whole tome. I liked it though, it was cute. I am glad we waited to red box it though because I think we would've been mad at spending 18$ to see it in the theaters. Brett was mad at the end because she didn't become a vampire and was only two seconds away from it. I also have always been disappointed with the ending lol. So now the question is when are they coming out with the next one??