I Get It

I have been MORE than terrible at blogging lately. I have missed so many special occasions...holidays, vacations, birthdays. and I WILL eventually log them all in. However, I need to write about the NOW in our lives.

Thursday is MATCH day for Brett. This is the day we have been waiting for and working for, for the last 3 1/2 yrs. All of Brett's hard work and test and studies. Days and nights away from us, comes down to one day to determine our future. No pressure right?? Well I wanted to just record how we, or rather I for the most part am feeling about it all. Well, whatever happens - I KNOW we will be ok. Despite everything we have what matters right? We have each other. A very strong marriage, wonderful children, and extended family who loves and supports us, and a Father in Heaven who KNOWS what is best. I am SO incredibly proud of my husband and the man that he is. I have said it hundreds of times over and over, but he is the better half of us for sure. The most selfless and kind man I know, who treats me better than sometimes i deserve to be treated with my nasty attitude. I believe in him and all of his wonderful capabilities.

We had the wonderful opportunity to attend the temple together on Friday evening. I love how the temple is a place to go where you Always feel peace and comfort. And we BOTH did. We both know, no matter what, we will be JUST FINE! He has a plan for us, and even if its not what we expect - we'll figure it out and be JUST FINE! I feel good about the outcome. I can't say we don't wish it was Greenville...the more I think about it the more excited I become about being there. BUT, be will be ok if it doesn't happen. I love our life. I love where we are and who we are right now - together. I hope to us this opportunity and timing to become better acquainted with my Father in Heaven. There is SO much I need to work on and be better at...and I am trying. I am SO incredibly grateful for a Savior, and the chances HE gives me.

So, Thursday...you have seemed so far away, for years now even and now it is 2 days away. Just 2 days to a whole slew of emotions. Remember - You will be Just fine. So many people believe in you and know that whatever happens, we will make it work. Just remember to love the moment you're in and who you're with.