Dr Visits

Time to be honest

So for almost a year now I have had some "issues" with my stomach. I absolutely HATE Drs' so I put off going for a very, very long time. I reached my limit of patience, and my husbands worry, and went to the Dr on Monday where they did a boocoo of blood work and took some "fun" samples....(ya, just what you're thinking...poo samples) She noticed something on my neck in the examining room, and asked me how long I had that bump on my neck. I told her I noticed it about a year ago and didn't think too much of it. She told me that wasn't normal, girls don't have Adam's Apples like that. I was scheduled for an ultrasound. My Dr. discovered 4 cyst in my throat and I have to go to an endocrinologist to get a biopsy of them. I had some blood work done earlier in the week and my family Dr is pretty sure they are non-toxic. So the cancer scare is down but I am still scared out of my mind. The situation is beyond what she can do so I have to go and see a specialist. Another specialist I have to go and see?? A Gastroenteritis. See they also found something in the "fun" samples I left them. There is a high count of white blood cells so I need to have a colonoscopy. That's right, I am 25 yrs old and I have to have a colonoscopy.

I am way stressed out. A million thoughts are running through my head. The biggest one is why? For someone who hates going to the Dr as much as I do, this is is a lot of Dr all over the place. You know whats funny though? Today when I was crying my eyes out, my husband held me in his arms and told me everything is going to be okay. You know what? I believe him. I also said a little prayer to my Father in Heaven and felt immediate comfort. I believe Him too.